IShallHoldOnToYou.

To be honest,

I am really a fucked up person. I tried to push everyone away from me, especially those who love me more than I love myself. I take people for granted and being unappreciative and all. I just can’t help it.

I guess I am really stuck in this darkness. I miss someone who I am not suppose to and I ignore someone who I am not suppose to. Giving and opening up my heart to someone is really difficult. It’s like giving someone a knife and waiting for that someone to stab your heart, over and over again.